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(still in progress, read only if you're extremely bored)
My name is Maja. I was born on the 8th of May. I currently live in Slovenia, in a small town called Slovenska Bistrica. I'd one day like to live in Finland or at least visit it. I have a brother called Jan that's 9 years old and a sister Tinkara that's 7. Jan sometimes acts funny, I think he might be gay. My mom's name is Monika and my dad is Gvido. We have a big house and my two grandmothers and one grandfather live with us. We also have two cats and a dog. My room is the biggest and filled with posters, mostly they're just some random stuff cause I like photography in general.
Now my looks. I think I'm not beautiful, because beauty is relative. You might like me and someone else will hate me, but the second option is more common. I have long hair, really straight, I can't do anything with it. I've measured a hair of mine once, it was 64 cm long. I'm 176 cm high and I weigh around 65 kg. I don't think I'm fat, like most of the girls, but I don't consider myself as really thin either. We have a skin disease in our family so my skin has different shades across my body. I have blue eyes. I wear alot of make-up around my eyes and my eyes only. They're suppose to be big and beautiful, but I don't really like them. Just like I don't like my nose or my lips. But I do like my ears though. They're pierced 18 times. I also have a belly button piercing for a year and a half now. Oh, and braces. I usually wear allstar shoes/gothic shoes/combat boots. Those go with a pair of jeans or black trousers and some black shirt, mostly a plain sleeveless shirt or a band tee. My favorite necklace is my Thor's hammer pendant. Sometimes I add a chain to the mix, sometimes some leather bracelets, but nothing else.
My life is pretty dull. I know alot of people, but I don't have alot of friends, even some of my close friends annoy the hell out of me. Nobody ever lasted very long with me, not friends, not boyfriends, I think they grow tired of me. I'm thought of as an outsider, but I take that as a positive thing. I have good relations with my family, my mom goes to concerts with me, she talks with me if I'm bored and I can pretty much tell her everything (smoking and drinking not included). I'm going to school and my grades are average. I'm not stupid, I'm just too lazy to study and too bored to pay attention at classes.
I have a pretty damn fucked-up personality. I've learned not to trust anyone any more. People say I have self-esteem problems. It's true that I sometimes feel like I annoy everyone, but that's all. I can be really kind and loving if I like someone, but I can be really mean too. It happens alot that I hurt the people I love in some ways. People usually annoy me, I'll probably find something disturbing in anyone, but once I get to know them, I can find something good in everyone, too. I have a special way of seeing things, mostly not like others do. My way of thinking is different too. I don't really know why's that, but I almost never agree with people. It's not just so I can say I'm different, like I've heard before, I don't really care what people think of me so why would I care to be different? I believe that people that are nice will talk to me first instead of just noticing my weird behaviour and thinking I'm crazy. If they'll choose the second option, I don't think they'd be good friends, so I don't have to care about those.
I have alot of phobias. I really adore beer. I like to make stuff (bracelets, christmas/birthday cards etc). I eat all the time. I'm addicted to chewing gum. I love snow and I'm never cold, I think I might have a disease. It's like, I feel my hands are frozen, but I don't feel the cold. I'm a person that expresses her feelings way too seldom or just doesn't express most of them. I'm also not sensitive about pain, I hardly feel it. Movies and books make me cry easily, real life stuff never does. I f×ck up my phones quite quickly, I've had 7 this year. I love photography and I love my cam. I have an Olympus E-510. I'm not good at it though.. I hate sports, I'm way too lazy. I sleep with a stuffed animal, I have a racoon <3. I like Twilight and Harry Potter. I do not believe god exists because if you can think for yourself, you'll see that religion is only an excuse for money and that miracles can not happen. I sleep alot, if I don't sleep in the afternoon, I get in a really bad mood. I care alot about the small things in life - if you know how, you can bring a smile to my face with just one word. I think I speak good english, that's the result of watching too much Cartoon Network as a kid. I also adore music, which is the result of watching too much MTV as a kid (kid = 7 or less years). I like hugging, I once made a campain and I tried to hug everyone at school. I'm really crazy about holidays, I especially go nuts around Christmas. Oh, and I'm addicted to Stardoll. I've been on that site for almost 4 years and spent alot of money on it - MissVampire if you wanna add me.
As I said, music is my passion. I have an Ensiferum-freakness, as my friend said. I really really really love that band and I wouldn't be who I am if there wasn't for Ensiferum. From all the music I listen to, they're on my playlist atleast 75% of the time. My favorite genre is folk metal and my top three favorite bands (Ensiferum, Korpiklaani and Eluveitie) are folk metal. Otherwise, I'm very open-minded and I like almost all metal (Nightwish with Tarja, Norther, Iron Maiden, Arch Enemy..) and some stuff outside of metal (MGMT, Samantha Ronson, Pink). I haven't seen alot of bands live because my parents believe I'm still too young and that I might get kidnapped or something. My seen live list is: Die Apokalyptischen Reiter, Edguy, Iron Maiden, Kreator, My Dying Bride.